Chapter 173 you are my small quilted jacket
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As for this night, sit at Chen Ping Ping on the wheel chair with sat on the emperor his majesty on Long Yi to say what, till many years hereafter still be fond of, because no one entitles to audit, connect not and leave or so grandfather Yao of his majesty also similar.
This conversation, in fact and a year inside resist den outside of two conversation likeness, the words are from the gentleman lips, go into from the minister ear, don't spread 3 people.However present Kyoto, have already known few months come of affair, all come from his majesty and director Chen secretly decoration, this king and his ministers 2 people wait is more concealed than secretly of the enemy jump to come out, the one more net becomes to capture-celebrate an emperor to cooperate with director Chen, really is to seem to be too strong, incredibly can deceive the whole Kyoto to reach half month at the drum precinct chief.
Until at this time, people just thought of a lot of year agos, director Chen then starts keeping company with his majesty to carry on unification world of effort, the old man who sits on the wheel chair once saves his majesty several times, while the his majesty also gave the trust and brilliance of biggest the other party, people of old generation have never doubted Chen Ping Ping's loyalty to the his majesty, this is the fact that the history has been already proven, just again embody at present.
As for this conversation, in public heart in Kyoto surmise more.
That night, Fan Jian leaves imperial palace to rush through in the mansion of time, but didn't put idea in resisting the conversation in the den as well as thought of this conversation meeting to can't have something to do with oneself, because he guesses, the his majesty just has some solitude, but Chen Ping Ping then need to play a honest liege man with temporarily friend ground role.
The fact is apart from his guess mutually and goes not and far.Because see from a certain angle, Fan Jian and he ground emperor Lao Tze really resemble.If say to celebrate an emperor to is a world bestly actor.Deceived world for 20 years, so the Fan Jian nature is a good the second actor.Thinking oneself's center of earth to hide is in mind.Once deceived to celebrate an emperor.
This is unprecedentedly an acting skill real strenght parties ground conflict.The Dou ground is a heart.Fan Jian uncovers a wagon curtain.The Zheng Zheng looking at an outside silent uneasily night street in Kyoto.The tiny An thinks.Oneself at last obtained his majesty ground absolute trust at present, this conflict was oneself to win 1 again.However ……why the need for want Dou?From now on again how Dou?
His face is last worried and worried.Not is play.But is actually true at the hair deep place is from the heart.It particularly is that eyebrow eye the most complicated pleased misgiving is vacant.Completely expressed him at this time center of earth feeling.
Brush past with that wheel chair.Fan Jian lowers the head to salute.Then saw Chen Ping Ping ground in the old eyes that silk moderate and idea of congratulations.He right away understand come over.Think be really connected by the director to walk.He since has already returned to city and think nature have already returned to a mansion as well in, just not know to born have no.Actually is a male is female.
A read and this.Where does he still have a mood to consider to resist the ground in the den that conversation.The whole hearts all have already returned to Fan Fu.Press an inferiority to whip to pull cart a ground of horse.Just too many people died in these several days, so even if know that oneself may have already become a father, Fan Jian only has light satisfy.But have no too manily in raptures.The Wan son harms the Wu of natural mother in the mansion center at this time.Still really don't know how to handle after returning to mansion.
The wagon didn't stop in Fan Fu's center door.But directly wored into from the side lane, exclusively stayed ground, that place to stop in the rear garden under.Doing not need wagon to stop is steady.Fan Jian has already jumped down from the car.Smiled to visit one eye doorway pleased to face oneself ground the rattan everyone's daughter-in-law's son.Then go toward oneself ground to go in house.Just slightly walked several step.This smiling face then Lian.
Being not him is intentionally affected.Really is blood rain Xing breeze to exert leave ground today now Kyoto.A new life ground arrives.Really hurtle not and go that much the death brings of bloody flavor.
Once went flower hall to arrive east set of rooms.Not and by chance discover that the light is still tiny bright, the father and Liu Shi Er people are waiting he or she in the building.Dimly of the light shine in glory at Fan book ground face still up.Shine on he ground crease.Pleased idea with ground in the crease.Fan still the book is lookinging at Liu Shi at this time an infant in bosom.Although unwillingly keep solemn master ground shape.But the Yan don't live the pleased idea in the Mou son.
Fan Jian goes into door, once saluted to the father and Liu Shi first.But don't see one eye toward Liu Shi infant within bosom.Was then direct to throw into vision bedside, see the Wan son sit upright in the bedside and lead long to think a ground of hand Be talking quietly what.
Wan son ground the double is jealous swollen, have if powder peach.Have a liking for to very is wretchedness, the face son also lost a lot.It is distressed and unbearable.But is the son that is strong to do to smile an idea, think to say small gossip with lie ground on the bed.Fan Jian Wei is tiny one Zheng empress, then walk pass by.Also two inattentive elders are in the building.Directly sit to Wan son the ground is nearby.The full face smile looking at to lean on Zhen but depends of think.Looking at this those early years ground big wench.Say:"All be mama ground person.How so night still don't sleep?"
Think about to deliver child this month although the inside was subjected to some frighten.But have already inspected a hospital to protect, be broken son by Chen Lao to take the tour is in the open countryside of Kyoto and have never made her once is subjected to cold.Sport but compare a general pregnant woman to want to ground many.So have a liking for the spirit also compare a general pregnant woman to want to ground a good many.Added its this wench to grow up with Fan Jian since childhood.Also be livinged a pottery the big-hearted idea is for several cents.Disposition comprehensiveness.Not because the baby in bosom is born but distressed, anti- even add on the face several put on to have a full figure, the ground of the hair is like a cutie young woman more.
"Young master.In the daytime also exert is sleeping, where sleep wear."Thinking still habitually calls that he is femalely satisfied for young master, eyebrow eye exerting being joy and beginning.Just words inside strong from repress.She although temperament Shu Lang.But isn't that have no heart to have no a lung ground stupid thing, know took place in city too many affairs.The young daughter-in-law in the mind Ai pain.How would not like to be here, either son performance the ground divide too much.
Just looking at young master into the house behind see don't see Liu Shi ground in bosom infant's one eye as well, then arrive at a bedside, think center of earth bottom to also start cutting and polishing.Is difficult don't become to born a daughter, make the young master not happy?Is then dreary in eyes three cent.
Fan Jian even if have seven Qiao lovely heart, but think to caution of house back yard the inside women still surmise ground not too clearly, looking at this wench facial expression, think that she is a production no man keep company with but sad.Smiled to smile and then prepare to open mouth to comfort severals.
He isn't understand, but Lin Wan Er can't not understand, Liu Shi can't not understand, either.Looking at Liu Shi to embrace kid to walk here toward the bed.The Wan son is tiny tiny on smiling, made to Fan Jian an expression of eyes, in a soft voice say:"See bond maid quickly."
Fan Jian Yi Zheng.Look back and then looking at Liu Shi take tiny blame a ground of facial expression to looking at himself/herself, just understand a problem to appear where.From bitterness a smile.Pick up infant from Liu Shi the bosom, gingerly hold in hand.Settle Jing to see.Discover Qiang Bao that infant is in the ground ……
This my daughter baby grows ground really not good-looking.Don't say and not last oneself ground facial appearance,Beats by Dr Dre Pro.Would be to compare to think a ground of big eye affectionate also bad
Looking at, he then could not help smiling.Feel oneself really has some~living soon the infant talks naturally not best see.As long as health is then good.
Liu Shi these three womens see he flurry in movement ground to pick up infant, it is to intimidate a to jump to pour, had never responded to come over.Nervously looking at him.Fearing him can't embrace a milk kid.Liu Shi even prepares to stretch hand to rob back, but doesn't expect Fan Jian Zuo's elbow tiny bend, pay a neck by arm, the right hand taps.Pour to embrace ground is have a mold to contain kind.
Looking at this act, public loosenned tone, include Fan still book at inside all use surprisedly vision to looking at Fan Jian.Yu however already a long time of the Wan son Be also unbearable to secretly smile to smile.Fan Jian at this time the daughter who attend to looking at, where can take care of the side person's taste, didn't also thought of in this in this world.Would like to embrace a kid ground man.Particularly be like them this waits a big door family.Canning be regarded as is little of again little.And be like him to acquaint with thus.Hun the old mama is general, then make more public stare.
Fan Jian embraces a kid.Say towards thinking moderate:"The recent situation is unsteady, is also gaved you a hard time ……however you are to know my ground, enter the house don't look after child and pour be not don't like a daughter, be just in the my eyes, the child always cannot compares with adult importance.Your ability is peaceful to is a key ground most."
Got secretly blaming of Liu Shi and Wan son.Fan Jian clearly thinks naturally previous gloomy living because of what, the smile explains 2.Also with the idea, but have never thought the this time words fall at the Wan son with think center of earth inside.It is each to have a different feeling.
Thinking an in the mind is a burst of and sweet.Soon after think a childhood.The young master is also that a strength son ground whisper and give birth to a kid most bitterness mother.Give birth to an all similar type of boy female ground beard words.In her heart although is sweet.But is don't dare the performance ground is in front of Wan son too cent, because she knows young daughter-in-law usually to she extremely breadth Ren, and these two years inside a wish to want a kid.But always ……
Like this on thinking, think to pour a behind ground two words listenned to leak in the past Fan Jian, the small idea saw one eye Wu from lower the head moderate and laughing young daughter-in-law.Don't know how one Tong in the center of earth, poured to feel pity for the young daughter-in-law.
The idea of the this place Xiang women is complicated, Fan Jian's pouring is embracing a daughter small and soft looking at.More see more thin, more see more happy, go into the time of house in times before, the emotion that attends to and thinks a ground of body and Wan son, the Hun has never been this daughter and returns to matter, until the soft powder that embrace, acrosses cloth and feels this small body at this time is delicate, looking at a daughter the crease on the forehead, ever and anon close lightly purse one's lips while lookinging at a daughter, the heart point is more and more soft.
Man and the differentiation of biggest chemisette then at here, the woman is pregnant in October under the just hard Dan kid, develop ground feelings add for ten months it is paid to in the interval ground hard strenuous effort ache, naturally naturally have thick one to the kid could not say ground tender feeling.But man's ground feelings then need to be looking at and embrace and realize, would be thicker and thicker.
Particularly be like Fan Jian this waits world first chop favour person, don't just think pregnantly time all basically to have no too strong felling naturally to this kid nearby.Just embrace to embrace, this feels and then comes, Fan Jian embraces more and more very carefully, and the ground of Zheng Zheng looking at to keep in mind medium bond maid and wishes,is this own daughter?In the future settle will be very beautiful, will be certainly very spiteful in the future, future ……this double of tightly shut to hit the ground small eyes, will also more long more big, more long more beautiful.
Heart point after softness, gradually sour sweet, not know why, Fan Jian's felling nose some hairs block up, just this emotion is too complicated, would be him by himself also not know to should use how speech to describe, he know 1:00, oneself this is ill-starred, the but again enrich to control breath a ground of two life very much, finally be continued in this world.
In this a moment, he in mind thinks, oneself even if died on the spot now, but total stayed in this in this world some what.And looking at that row row book at mansion Yin Sun Jia of Kyoto different, this kind of felling more strong, more flexible, make people touched difficult to express more.
Embrace a burst of after, a side looking at of the Wan son is under the instruction of Liu Shi and the demonstration of Fan Jian and answered kid in the past and loved ground to embrace a bosom.
According to this rules and then speech, this also be regarded as she ground kid, this kind of heartache's pouring is really.Fan Jian's smile looking at the ground in the wife's eyes to feel pity on with in fine threads curious, this just thoughts of that wife's age of no consequence and greatly , whiles ownly protecting, in fact has no with young girl too greatly distinct.However looking at Wan son to embrace a kid, seemed to be just a little to go some hearts in of painfully sad, his in the mind is also much more pleasurable.
At this time night already deep, everyone is some weariness.Just mansion Fan three ground the first life, let public all a bit excited.Would be Fan the book still also nowise avoid suspicion a ground of foolish in this building, joy ha ha the ground looking at this act.Be not willing to take a rest.
The end still Liu Shi joked 2.Let have been waiting to come in with wet nurse at the outside Xiang ground old mama, embrace a kid the station is in one side and then urge a various person early some stop for rest.
Still when the Fan book leaves, suddenly thought of an affair, prepare to call the ground in the temple that Fan Jian tries and asks today to the den a circumstance.His majesty ground emotion.Soon after thought of this kid these days of have already been mentally and physically exhausted, very not easy have a happy event, why the need for bother.Then didn't open mouth.
On the contrary leave in two elders of.Fan Jian is happy that the openings asks a way:"Father.I the seasonal changes in Chiang-Nan, please call, also don't know to take ground for this wench what son."
He asks a ground of happy, but Fan still the book saw one eye Liu Shi.There is some complicationses in the vision, soon after Ping-ho says:"Daughter's house, calls a word not worried.Take a childhood name first to call to would be."
"Floret Fan."Fan Jian says with a smile:"The childhood name pours to early think."
This words are a , Lin Wan Er and think all some dissatisfaction, wish their oneselfs this etc. somebody else.How to take so vulgar name.But think to be public dare not speak.Wan son but is the facial expression that the attention comes home Weng.The in the mind is one Zheng.Don't also say what.
Fan Jian and Wan son thought of an affair towards seeing one eye, just.The facial expression is then some to isn't very good to see.Treat Fan still after book and Liu Shi go out, he just cannot helps but shaking to shake head and sighs tone and looking at one side daughter within old mama bosom, say:"Is difficult the word that don't become this bond maid place name to also want to wait to grant down in temple?"
Think a to listen to, get a fright.What parlance is wishing this ?Soon after thought of young master ground another identity.Then and hurriedly close lightly a mouth, don't dare to announce any opinion.
Lin Wan Er hopes him to in a soft voice say:"Listen to the master once saying.In those early years you ground word ……is also what took in temple.I see not only name, at the latest day after tomorrow.The his majesty then will make you embrace a kid to enter a temple.Granting is one Chun matter.Temple only afraid does the inside still need to send a to criticize old mama and wet nurse to make you pick."
The point of Fan Jian Mei is tiny to pick and sneer at say:"Those old sundries in the temple ……come then come.The list keeps to would be."
He talks nature to contain this bottom spirit at present.Even queen mother all dare the person of box on the ear, still less those old fish eye pupil son.Just this words a
Embrace a baby girl in east set of rooms ground the oneself mama then feared.Her body lowers the head.None of atmospheres dares 1.
Fan Jian saw their one eye, even slowly say:"In normal times inside's shining on young lady is optimistic about.Always want a pain yours.But wet nurse need not, the tomorrow young daughter-in-law will go and say with madam."
Lin Wan Er felt suspicious ground to see his one eye.Wish mutually male what is this doing?Why to want to kick out wet nurse?Sees Fan sitting around in idleness bedside once and smiling to ask to think:"There is milk that have no?"
Thinking is tiny abashed, ordered to nod.Fan Jian smiled to smile.Say:"That knotted.The kid has to keep by himself[herself], wet nurse milk kid that calculates what matter son."
A free mind Fan misses your these people where know breast feeding ground importance.How much must that in this world cow colostrum sell?Doctor once says, the mother suckled to manage the influence on infant's center of earth in person ……he knows these matters to say out, this in this world also no one can understand, then don't measure with two woman companies as well.Then and very and without authority settle.
One side ground the wet nurse lower the head not to dare to say what, dark Fei wet nurse how?Your old Fan Jia can make good, not just because of Dan the old ancestor milk of the state the Royal is a few kids.Oneself ground old mama but is listenned to some don't ground flavor.Stare tongue-tiedly looking at young master, wish does the young master prepare to let grandmother Yi bring up a young lady in person?This broke down big rules, the tomorrow always wants to say with master wife.
Fan Jian not knows that the sub- in the mind of this wife is just thinking what, also not how care, the pain beat a cook in this in this world for 20 years, if connect own daughter how keep to all want side the person say three four, he at last lived in vain this to encounter.
Again sit is thinking a side to say severals, discovered this wench trapping an idea to come up, the strong Zheng fixs attention on to talk, some cant not bear to, Fan Jian says with a smile:"Hurriedly sleep, in early years at Dan state ground time, you more lazy than me."
Looking at to think desire speech again ground shape, Fan Jian says with smile:"Come to Kyoto for several years, really led you careless, the childhood once said and gave birth to a boy female all similar, although isn't a national policies,is also a rules."
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Need to be returned to a lord to lie, early have already crumpled to sleep eye ground thick make wench beat to come to hot water, prepare to serve two main sons for the 寢 , Fan Jian flicked to rush through them to go out and hand Wan son in the bedside to sit properly, in earnest looking at her eyes and say:"I know ground in the big mansion rules, the Yi Niang gives birth to of kid, must follow big building to make a living."
There is tears in the rim of eye of Lin Wan Er turned two times, but was to don't flow down, these several days inside she don't know to be subjected to many earth strokes and have in heart how much ground sorrow, but is have no the place pour out and think to go home today, although it is said record that baby girl in the heart is Fan carefreely blood relationship, also happy in her heart, is that the emotion is complicated and matchless towards the feeling thought to still have some to appreciate unclearly, but heart winning finally.
Particularly is Fan Jian and then unclearly deeply wear don't let his/her own three meaning, how many times the emotion hands over miscellaneous, let Wan son cannot stop the sorrow get up, she is from nobility, the life experience is odd, sex is like ice snow, the Han is pleased in clip always concealed but don't hair ground smartness, but finally is a woman, but any woman, always have the delicate idea of woman.
Fan Jian hopes her quietly, know a long princess ground dead, two emperor son ground dead, the Royal ground is bloody, let wife already embarrassed heavy burden, run out quantity mildly tone to say:"Think to be slanting be not?I just didn't want to make those wet nurse's sons dirty us ground kid ……this kid always we ground, but think after all is her own mother, always not ability embraced so to come over."
Lin Wan Er sighed an one breath, hoped before the knee a mutually male face and in a soft voice said:"You also need not in front of me thus small idea, I know that you are to worry me."She is some to with difficulty smile to smile, " however say to sometimes really have some to eat flavor, be like you and think to sometimes say a ground of words, I listen to not and greatly understand, what national policies rules in the house to wear."
Fan Jian is helpless on smiling, think after all is the person who together grows up with oneself like using a that sort of the younger sister whom letter education grows up, have some the shares of belonging to that a life time naturally, he holds a wife ground hands, in a soft voice say:"Later ……I have what matter sons all say with you, only we know, the other people want to know ……Hey, also stubbornly not tell him."
He after, fisted a wife ground hands, say with smile:"What wagon spend Jiao, car and big gun, I tell you."
A head of fog water that Lin Wan Er listens to, wishes a wagon flower Jiao's pouring is to know ground, is the car big gun what things again?But also know that he coaxs himself/herself in the small idea, then strong line of Yan ground of face sad color, tiny lower the head to say:"I pour is ……want a kid, see the elder brothers at present an underground field, I don't know as well in the days to come will how, there is a kid, then manies send to hope."
This words say a ground of cool, but make Fan Jian is mournful in center of earth, it is tiny to particularly looking at at this time Wan son thin ground of cheeks, don't know than two year agos pure reduce how much, think with that side ground an and compare, pour and seem to be her just just produced Kui body is general, add more and feel pity on.He knows cuckoldry viewpoint, and concerning that developing of medicine should also about, there are eight cents in the heart, confidence, take an idea of teasing to say:"The kid certainly wants to living ground, we give the floret son reborn younger brother, this home can noisy."
Wan son the took him for is coaxing himself/herself, smiled to smile, didn't say what, but Fan Jian is that the shifty look Xi Xi ground looking at him and say:"However give birth to a kid, make to do many steps and speak of, we already the greater half year have no warm and affectionate lead."
Lin Wan Er smiled Cui he one mouthful, soon after thought of mutually male is to be stiring to enjoy oneself intentionally, thought of his advantage and elaboration, on the contrary and more added several wound of sharing sorrowses.Fan Jian is just playing trick, many people died so in temple, 2 husband and wife which have a mood to do this matter, he station start, slightly put that some water carried to come over and put before bed and directly took off down the shoes and socks of Wan son and poured is intimidated her a jump.
"Wash feet for you, these temple in the paradise outside rush and settle is ate many bitternesses."Fan Jian lowers the head, cuckoldry a pair of barefooteds put into basin and lift hot water and slightly crumple.
Lin Wan Er looking at his hair, feel the feet upload to ground in fine threads warm, nose head a sour, noiselessly cried.Fan Jian lowers the head, didn't lift up head to also know that she is crying, he knows a sad bitterness, but is to can not find any words to comfort the other party and only silently washes feet for her, in the heart is also not from forbidden ground many innumerable mournful.
Water voice gradually interest, weariness from overwork numerous day, spirit exhausted and matchless Fan Jian, the hands hold Lin Wan Er ground barefooted, depend on her knee, like this and deeply got into dreamland, sleep a ground of a kid of being safe and matchless, being like.Lin Wan Er feels pity on ground to lightly caress his face, the canthus tear stain is gradually dry, in a soft voice say:"Have you not bitterness."
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